Sunday, October 24, 2010

Inner Thigh, Testicle Pain

Do you want sushi?



 
Lo avevamo programmato da un pò ma come sempre ogni volta che I program I always get something turns turns an event to spoil the plans. In this case, the event was Roberto sguastafeste who for one reason or another to give me pit. Yesterday, she calls me like three hours before me and said, "Tonight we go to Tokyo to eat sushi, Find me, take the train to the six" I
that I spent the evening before the throwing up with a snack of a stracazzo shit probably gone bad (now watch the expiration date even the walls) I was not in the mood to "cram ".... but how do you say no to sushi? Impossible! If we then assume that we had the hope of eating mochi .... At five and a half early to get ready. Meanwhile I'm in my home with me to my stracazzi Electric Cucumber ball begin to ring at the door. The two rompimaroni who are persecuting my mom .... I see from the windows of the hall, but not open, this is my home, my mother is my need to understand and very clear who is boss inside four walls ste ... . I.
At a quarter to six I go out, they are yet to break out of the door bell attached to the Maronites, smiling sweetly, "he" asked me to dry while mom and I go downstairs to answer, "Mom does not live longer and here and here I do not want to see you there anymore or I'll call the police. " I put in my smart pink and black and childbirth. Arrive in time to take Roberto insanely late, PSGiovanni is always a huge traffic jam just sucks when there Eurochocolate ..... We arrive in the center, parking lot and head straight to Tokyo but we realize which is quite early to have dinner .... I'm only six and a half .... We opt for an aperitif in the square on the walk. Meanwhile we talk about my desire to buy an iPhone auks Roberto pulls out his new cell phone, a Samsung (already there and rolled his eyes because he is in love with only the Nokia ...) and I list all the feats of the object , which actually makes shoes the beloved iPhone in question. In Tokyo we order a boat of sushi and sashimi, serving for two, honestly I was afraid because he does not like fish, that would suck at least half of the things that would take us, and instead to .... I'm just not supposed to be fast in the catch morsels .... very satisfied with the boat, Roberto would like to try the spaghetti and fried to me if I do choose rice or buckwheat, in the end we opt for the Yaki Udon, but only one portion then divide. Delicious, licking stuff twenty times in a row whiskers by satisfaction. Of course I had checked just at the beginning of the menu in the paper if c was a nod to the sweet and such, and when I read "mochi" of course the thought was to eat it but leave a nice space for them. Roberto
test with me and the mochi is love! Between him and the mochi ....
After paying the bill that is it not so steep as we had planned, let's make a walk to the famous Chocolate, I literally steal the samsung to Robert and began to take pictures of shit. Get to know Sid and A. We take a coffee at the Rose Bar. Roberto you buy (with great courage) a mixed bag of chocolates .... We share at a time of Todi, where I have to restore, then I'll return it to me in solitary. So why Roberto
chose last night to get together to eat sushi. And in part I thank him. It 's funny that this kind of attention paid to have there now that despite the great good that I will never ever get back together with him.
I managed to spend my first seven years after October 23 without becoming isolated and treated like shit without someone unintentionally. The tiger's claws portrait, finally ....

Friday, October 22, 2010

Mono How Long With Tonsils Stay Swollen

Broken Kokoro




You left before I could ... could ... what could I?
Like a sigh, heard from far, elusive.
not run more of these fingers right words, those of pain, tears of those ... And my eyes have become parched deserts, where no rain has stopped and there is no oasis. I cling to your voice like the faint thread of a spider, holding out my soul like a bow, from which a non-existent shoot the arrow. You surely know already. I wished that one day that kiss. That one day I understood that in this world the love you choose, comes as a urugano to destroy everything that there was before, so that you can redo all the better. I'm hungry, a hunger that eagerly snapped pictures as the crumbs left on the road. I reassembled the pieces of a doll, old and useless, turning it into a small monster of selfishness dress. I, who have never owned anything .... The I to myself, but my hand is like a ghost and can never really touch it.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Upset Stomach Ice Cream

My Grave



We arrived at the 20 October.
Despite several things are much better, it seems that others are inevitably blurred by shadows.
Something that Wednesday night seven years ago it broke.
A doll is broken.
was made of white porcelain.
Someone let go she fell

finding only cold, hard floor to welcome to welcome its


pieces which will never be reassembled
Before it was all easier to see

I had a life that many would feel normal and happy studying

coexist and I was "devoted wife" firmly believes
for this idyll of cardboard
I left behind me
many other things like music, playing
as seemingly silly but perhaps vital



myself as I was constantly smiling
nausea
I dressed 28 sqm with those things that now give me shudder every corner
of the house looked like a doll created by fake

for a dollhouse
But
the doll has continued to remain in a thousand pieces on the cold floor


nobody noticed no one has stopped to pick up the pieces


And all this time I digested

I regained myself I

metabolized

will always love my father so incredibly

like I loved in life

But I will not live as he does not want life
tight as a noose around his neck and
just because it's just the life that call the other "happy"

I do not want to give up anything for anybody

I do not want to have to choose

never between something that is part of a human being and I


I do not want to wait for better times
because I know that will never arrive

I do not want to forbid myself

nothing to find themselves

to die too
too quickly to have regrets

I will not stop me stop me if I do not want

not because it's time to die then I can stop




Everyone thinks a future
to design a future or worrying
of not being able to design


I do not want to design it

I live now and I do not know if tomorrow will be so

L I saw with my own eyes I saw how easy it is
meet from one day to another

dying in a hospital bed

and know that he spent his life clinging to something that
never existed

the family is not that we are born
is that we choose the

I have my choice already
I Tatush
Fifi and the rest goes like shooting stars



although sometimes I need a hug hug
prefer the notes to the hypocritical beings
Human

no one is ever the way you want
even the most perfect angel
if watched for too long
unveils its wings stained with mud and filthy

After that night mercoldì

cold from the floor after so long
has raised
not the doll but I



myself
simply devoid of any form that they wanted to make myself miserable
Free
as my father said
Free by birth

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Truck Crate Static Friction

Arigato ありがとう






After the death of my father, even though most of my life was always focused on drawing and painting, I quit.
Initially due to lack of stimulation, then fear. Each time I started drawing I created monsters and suffering enough, and I relived every single picture of the days when I saw my father off in agony, powerless in front of his grief, losing more every day, without my being able to do anything.
So the design has become a nightmare for me and since then no longer able to grip a pencil attacked me without panic attacks, so that finally the Academy of Fine Arts are due to use of sedatives every time I draw.
Over the years I have tried several times to resume drawing, but as soon as it appeared horrible feeling of death dropped, stop designing and that is why I have accumulated several "unfinished".
This is what I have been since 2003 to tonight.
The other day I went to do grocery shopping close to home and passing close to the shelf of the stationery of instinct I took a pack of two pencils, so, almost as a challenge to those crises.
Tonight while I was in the lounge watching TV, I got the pencils and a picture in front of Hizumi I started drawing, and to my great joy I discovered that he had finally defeated the panic attacks. I had no dizziness, I had no nausea, I had no tremors and I had no hunger for oxygen, for the first time in 7 years, I managed to complete a portrait, the portrait of Hizumi.
Unconsciously he made a miracle. Tomorrow I am going to my friend Qije and I will scan the portrait  to be able to put online.

And perhaps as suggested to me a dear friend, I'll try to give this portrait to Hizumi, explaining that for me in part to his that I no longer have the fear of drawing.

Click here to view the portrait

How Much Does A Headstone Cost

Sunday morning



Ieri pomeriggio mentre andavo a farmi l ennesima tazza di tè Grey Lady of the day (because it was already like the billionth time I went into the hall, I was tralaltro first exit and come back home ...) stumble on a rectangular box, Lippe's not because I noticed a few days ago my
mother bought a new vacuum cleaner and I knew that the old would have given to my cousin Michael.
look better and see that it's an LCD tv ° - ° Samsung ° - °
The first thing I thought was that it was really high rincojonimento to notice if there was a television packed due to end on ....

already this morning at six Half felt the hum of mother who aspired room .... I get up and make myself a cup of coffee while she talks to me equally I do not know what ....
Perhaps a lunch with relatives ... And I've
Paturnie the morning, take the car and I'd go anywhere that is not enough here.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Australian Cerec Sales

On hiatus (Just Because I've Never Been on one)

Leaving for Rome tomorrow. I'll be away for twenty days or so, and I really don't know when or even if I'll have access to Internet before I'm back (although an Internet point will probably be at hand). If we have things pending, I'm reeeeally sorry but I'm afraid they'll stay pending for a little while more. My life has been a bit... hectic lately. In any case, my mobile works perfectly and if you have my number there must be a reason, though I can't fathom what it is. [info] Also, if you are Italian & you do NaNoWriMo, our comm nanowrimo_ita

is back into action with a new NaNovember calendar and whispered promises of future goods for the brave among you ;)

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Driver License Holograms For Sale

Thief - Copione in giro ATTENZIONE

Carry paro paro everything Mely wrote in the topic / complaint against this guy who likes not only has to copy and sell his work for others (in this case tutorial graphics) bans anyone who complains to him and is helped by a equally disreputable gang of buddies.

"Coral ~ Group: Super Mod



Good evening to all, here's a new case fresh fresh copy.

afternoon returning a spam on this forum http://gdrpesleague.forumcommunity.net/
I noticed they had a tutorial section of phoroshop. Out of curiosity I went into that section to provide a controlled (and luckily!) And I discovered that they had copied many of our tutorials!

Here the evidence.

our tutorial on creating actions
http://img687.imageshack.us/img687/3212/actionnostro.jpg
copying
http://img718.imageshack.us/img718/1643/actioncopia. jpg

Here is our tutorial overlay frame
http://img828.imageshack.us/img828/373/cor...erlaynostro.jpg
here is a copy
http://img684.imageshack.us/img684/8389/co...verlaycopia.jpg

Our partial desaturation
http://img42.imageshack.us/img42/7549/desa...eparzialeno.jpg
copying
http://img229.imageshack.us/img229/4778/ de ... eparzialeco.jpg

Our heart-shaped image
http://img829.imageshack.us/img829/743/formacuorenostro.jpg
copying
http://img535.imageshack. us/img535/74/formacuorecopia.jpg

Tutorial icons soft
our http://img98.imageshack.us/img98/1416/iconsmorbidenostro.jpg
copying
http://img827.imageshack.us/img827/1006/ic...orbidecopia.jpg

Our lines bright
http://img413.imageshack.us/img413/2500/li...inosenostro.jpg
copying with a lot of copy image ...
http://img843.imageshack.us/img843/5688/li...minosecopia.jpg

Our reflection image
http://img137.imageshack.us/img137/996/rif ... aginenostro.jpg
copying
http://img201.imageshack.us/img201/2532/ri...maginecopia.jpg

Our written crown
http://img151.imageshack.us/img151/1353/sc...oronanostro.jpg
copying
http://img337.imageshack.us/img337/1038/sc...coronacopia.jpg

Our small points
http://img181.imageshack.us/img181/6017/sm...ointsnostro.jpg
copying
http://img177.imageshack.us/img177/1595/smallpointscopia . jpg

Our sparkle
http://img831.imageshack.us/img831/1588/sparklenostro.jpg
copying
http://img375.imageshack.us/img375/9623/sparklecopia.jpg

Our userbar
http://img827.imageshack.us/img827/9314/userbarnostro.jpg
copying
http://img840.imageshack.us/img840/189/userbarcopia.jpg

Our vignetting easy
http://img98.imageshack.us/img98/8666/vignettaturafacile.jpg
copying
http://img153.imageshack.us/img153/9559/vi...facilecopia.jpg

Where there are only enough to link the images you put that link in the browser bar and you will see that images are the same "



If you can, if visited platform ForumCommunity please circulate this information as possible, this person is a thief and anyone who is complicit aid of a robbery, in my opinion seriously, because it steals "ideas and imagination" of others claiming to own

Friday, October 8, 2010

Chaining For Shinies In Soul Silver

Disequilibri?


Typically I hate Friday following
always something unpleasant or for no apparent reason, my mood drops below ground
will be the effect of repeated listening Hide SpivStates and that it did is that this Friday was light. Despite the afternoon spent shopping with my mother driving like crazy (even manages to defy the laws of physics and the kinetics remained alive). Yesterday I had a bad day
Accia Accio, with alarm toothache, a feeling of toothache not normal, but like I spent the whole night to chew, I went ahead Oki on the advice of the doctor, but it was hard to even sleep. This morning I was rather good.
are a couple of days since I've been more about Twitter so I do not know what they're combining the whole gang of musicians who follow them ... How I wish that you did well Gackt Twitter! Update your blog from time to time and I am always there to try to cavarci some spider hole. Hizumino of hamsters I know nothing, Zero in recent days has not posted much. I'm also seriously thinking that the comics do not do cosplay, whereas I find the money for the dress, I still have not bought, I have to purchase the powder since Yuko is white mozzarella over me (yes it seems na joke ...) then the shoes, because unless remedied with boots heeled I have not, then I have to count money by the hair and travel, it is true then I would be guest of Nicola but I smoke, I eat and drink and I do not feel particularly drawn to the star with money where I could Comics find some real gems to take home.
And so I do not know, until you arrive and so I will pass on 23, with the mood swings from depressed to euphoric, just as the schizophrenic
XD And then I want to do more for the project rating, as I'm discovering other groups because the list will grow dramatically, and besides that I'm seriously thinking about finding a Japanese course in my city, I would keep busy (possibly Play Free at university if no flab) ... I am missing something, I constantly feel they have something important to me as if I had forgotten something important elsewhere and I had the certainty that the what is far away, I do not know what it is.
probably suffer the post live.
They were so beautiful that if they played every night I'd be the happiest person in the world and we spend all the money at the cost of smoking cessation (that is what is very serious to me).

Now I try to sleep, tomorrow I want to lounge around all day, I do not want anyone to see and hear, I want to dedicate myself solely to graphics and photos.